she is absolutely magical and sometimes, only Celine can move me to tears, not to mention...there are moments in my life that i have found to be unmistakably marked by her music. something terrible or wonderful (usually an extreme emotion attached to an event in time) will happen and a Celine song will pop into my head. today is one of those days...i started my daily routine of finding all my daily necessities...like my backpack, granola bars, books, computer, keys, ipod...wait. where is it? what the fuck did i do w/my ipod? it's not in it's usual space! ok...think, think, think...where did i last have it...i had it when i went to work sunday morning...then i took it off, wrapped the headphones around it, and put it in my bag and went to work. look in your work bag. it's gotta be in there! nope. not there. not. there. at. all. that was the last time i had it. that's the last time i saw my baby. my true love. my everything.
[enter random Celine song...] this was the first song that came into my brain as i frantically searched my house to no avail. so, i share my loss with you all on this rainy, windy, cold ass day in the district of columbia...and i share my heartache with the sweet, velvety croonings of ms. dion [if you're nasty].i've already decided that i must go in search of a much more different ipod, but i will take the day to mourn the loss of the one i shared a relationship with for the last year and a half...i started my graduate program with her and i am so sad she will not see me graduate, but maybe somewhere, somehow, she'll just know...and she'll play the right song for that day and that time and that mood...just for me...she will know what to do, just like celine knows the depths of my sorrow...the end. <3, meggo.
Where Does My Heart Beat Now::Celine Dion
So much to believe in - We were lost in time
Everything I needed
I feel in your eyes
Always tought of keepin-
Your heart next to mine
But now that seems so far away
Don't know how love could leave
Without a trace
Where do silent hearts go?
Where does my heart beat now
Where is the sound
That only echoes through the night
Where does my heart beat now
I can't live without
Without feeling it inside
Where do all the lonely hearts go
Candle in the water - Drifting helplessly
Hiding from the thunder-
Come and rescue me
Driven by hunger -
Of the endless dream
I'm searching for the hand that I can hold
I'm reaching for the arms that let me know
Where do silent hearts go?
Where does my heart beat now
Where is the sound
That only echoes through the night
Where does my heart beat now
I can't live without
Without feeling it inside
Where do all the lonely hearts go
Where do all the lonely hearts go
Then one touch overcomes the silence
Love still survives
Two hearts needing one another
Give me wings to fly
Where does my heart beat now
Where is the sound
That only echoes through the night
Where does my heart beat now
I can't live without
Without feeling it inside
I've got someone to give my heart to
Feel it getting stronger and stronger
And stronger
And I feel inside
Hearts are made to last
Till the end of time
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